if've been on the other side of the globe for nearly three months now. for some this might seem like a short vacation..some might not like to go away for longer then a weekend. i still have quite a few months planned to look forward to. but that means i haven't seen my friends and loved ones in a while. altough i met lovely people and started to develop meaningful friendships..i still get a tiny bit of 'fear of missing out' which i know i don't need to. but i would just love to grab my bike and drive to my friends house at the end of the day. to have a good cry about what went wrong, to share what makes me happy, to plan little adventures ahead or to just unwind with a beer (i meant tea) on the couch.
however this distance and absence had me revalue and rethankful(it's a word now) one of the most beautiful relationships, FRIENDSHIP. i don't understand why a lot of people put more meaning and effort and time towards their romantic relationships..first of all, none of the ...-ships should be build upon effort. but friendship should be the fundament of everything. but it's everything on it's own already.
oh boy. i wish i was a writer who could make sense..and project this sense into his words. but at least i can pour my emotions into my lines..eventhough they are all tumbled, mixed and all over the place.
now to the core of this post. a huge mental hug to everyone. and if someday some of my friends stumble across this little place on the internet (which seems uncomfortably awkward right now..but time may change my outlook on that one..don't think so tough) this ones for you. i am a bit sorry for sharing sliiiightly embarrasing pictures of you..but not really;) i want you to feel as loved as you can imagine and then even some more.
this whole thought actually came to me on a ferry today. it was called friendSHIP. haha made me laugh..i love literal things like that. i am quite easy to please in that way i guess.
have a friendly day
xx julieanor









